INNOCENT KISS : CHAPTER 2

That was so intense , i was completely engaged with his face, lips , body , and mind. “What’s wrong with me?”,  i kept asking myself as he began bitting my lower lip, gently suck on it that i couldn’t deny it felt so good. 

He stopped for a second and smiled, while i was still in shock. It didn’t take long until i had another crazy desire to kiss him again , and i did. I started to love thrusting my lips against a pair of soft thin lips of his, i slowly put my hands on his face, caressing every inches of it. 

I could see how much he loved it , i caressed the back of his head , pulled him closer , sucked and nibbled on his bottom lip, he took a second to stopped, pulled himself off and moaned my name. What?

Yes , he moaned my name and that was cute , in a way that it turned me on even more. I looked at him and smiled, and out of the blue thought that i should do something more, “ i want more!”, my inner succubus shouted.Sparks of desire light up in my stomach, and the kiss got deeper. His hands moved down from my neck to my waist and my body arched towards him, i didn’t pull away, i enjoyed the kiss.

We spent the rest of the day with each others, neither of us expected today would turn out this way. His mind was blown away by my kisses , while mine was challenged to step up the game , forget about the world and do whatever i want. Yet , i felt the guilt sink deep in my stomach and it made my moral compass spin in ways it never has. "What have i done?" i had to keep questioning my moral throughout the trip back home , and on the other hand he sat right next to me, peacefully driving his car like nothing happened. [to be continued]

POEM : [untitled]

What she got, everything i want
And yes it is one
I kiss the dark room
She got him a home
I cuddle with sadness
Stealing her happiness
Of her I'm envious
What she got is precious
I want to be her
Become his only amber

INNOCENT KISS : CHAPTER 1

It all started when we bet , and i lost it. He began mumbling about all his crazy ideas on how we should spend the rest of the day. He didn't mention about the bet , not even a second. As i started looking around, i realized that he was going somewhere i know about. I thought that he was just messing around , but he really did stop by a hotel. I realized that I didn't have many options, so i decided to just go with it. Fearful thoughts crossed my mind…"what if he rapes me, chops me up, and leaves me here to rot and no one will know?"
I don't know what possessed me , i didn't say no when he asked me to come over his room. Everything went really quick that i don't remember any parts before he started putting his arms around my waist from behind. I turned around and quickly pushed him away saying , "whoa.. what are you doing?"
He smiled and pulled me close. He whispered, "you bet me a kiss, now it's the time" .
I turned around trying to escape but he was strong enough to grab me, put me in the bed and pinned me down. I thought that i had to get this done really quick so i could be set free and go home. I kissed him, pushed my lips against his and then pulled myself away. "You hurt my nose", he said.
"That's not how you kiss", then he leaned in and kissed my lips gently. I freaked out, Yet I also had this dark, curious desire to kiss him. One innocent kiss…how much harm can it do?
So i kissed him back, even more mischievously with the tongue involved.
[To be continued]

Chapter 2

DIARY : March 9th 2017

I packed all the pictures and all those gifts I've gotten in a box. as i began to think to throw them away , i heard a voice inside my head telling myself that, clearly I've never wanted them going to waste.  I sat back and started contemplating on what could possibly go wrong and how this all ended up the way I've never wanted it to be. It's easier to paint myself as the one that has the blame, the one that didn't care enough to fix things. I'm feeling the immense pain in ways I've never felt before, the pain that's killing every inches of my veins. It's been so long but the wounds are still there, people say time heals, and there's always a rainbow after every storms. but somehow , i just don't think it's coming my way.