INNOCENT KISS : CHAPTER 1

It all started when we bet , and i lost it. He began mumbling about all his crazy ideas on how we should spend the rest of the day. He didn't mention about the bet , not even a second. As i started looking around, i realized that he was going somewhere i know about. I thought that he was just messing around , but he really did stop by a hotel. I realized that I didn't have many options, so i decided to just go with it. Fearful thoughts crossed my mind…"what if he rapes me, chops me up, and leaves me here to rot and no one will know?"
I don't know what possessed me , i didn't say no when he asked me to come over his room. Everything went really quick that i don't remember any parts before he started putting his arms around my waist from behind. I turned around and quickly pushed him away saying , "whoa.. what are you doing?"
He smiled and pulled me close. He whispered, "you bet me a kiss, now it's the time" .
I turned around trying to escape but he was strong enough to grab me, put me in the bed and pinned me down. I thought that i had to get this done really quick so i could be set free and go home. I kissed him, pushed my lips against his and then pulled myself away. "You hurt my nose", he said.
"That's not how you kiss", then he leaned in and kissed my lips gently. I freaked out, Yet I also had this dark, curious desire to kiss him. One innocent kiss…how much harm can it do?
So i kissed him back, even more mischievously with the tongue involved.
[To be continued]

Chapter 2

DIARY : March 9th 2017

I packed all the pictures and all those gifts I've gotten in a box. as i began to think to throw them away , i heard a voice inside my head telling myself that, clearly I've never wanted them going to waste.  I sat back and started contemplating on what could possibly go wrong and how this all ended up the way I've never wanted it to be. It's easier to paint myself as the one that has the blame, the one that didn't care enough to fix things. I'm feeling the immense pain in ways I've never felt before, the pain that's killing every inches of my veins. It's been so long but the wounds are still there, people say time heals, and there's always a rainbow after every storms. but somehow , i just don't think it's coming my way.