A letter to my crush

Pounding heart 

cold feet

Rain on me

get under sheets

As if the skies

were falling deep

So am i for you

Everything was grey and blue

but then came you

Turned dark clouds

into indigo

Yesterday’s coffee 

in your hand 

All I want is you

Photographs of you

live in my phone

Room is still

but we’re falling

All these butterflies

in my tummy 

Spring out

into a rage

EVERYBODY WANTED TO GO VIRAL

Everybody wanted to go viral
until it became infectious
before hugs were not dangerous
when handshakes were still courteous
Everybody wanted to go viral
when kids were playing at the playground
it was then glorious
All the busy traffic
and crowded sidewalks
those were all tedious
Everybody wanted to go viral
and then the sickness came along
touches and beaches are now longed
Everybody wanted to go viral
but now Mom and Dad are home
though still are on their phones
churches and mosques are now closed
stores and roads are parts of dead town

Life Is Scary

Life is scary, one day you wake up feeling like you can take over the world, and the next day you wake up feeling like all you want to do is lay in bed and hide from everything. People walk into your life, grab your hand, and lead you into the most beautiful path you've ever known, yet sometimes the same people let go of your hand with no warning , and you become stranded at a place where you never thought you would feel lost.

Let's be honest, sometimes everything is going so great and it seems like nothing could go wrong. But right when you begin to think that, something so horrible comes crashing down and all of sudden more problems come ricocheting around you, and you just feel so hopeless because it feels so bad, so fricking [excuse my language] shitty!

It's so hard to understand why such things happen in life, and I personally wish I had an answer to that "why" you always ask yourself. But all I can say is that no matter how hard life gets, you have to keep going.

The life around you will never stop going on, and sometimes that makes me feel a bit worried and it gives me anxiety because all I can think is "will I be able to keep up? what if everything goes too fast?'