Do not touch me

I was empty 

You were full of words

Smooth talking 

Hands on me

You were bigger

Twice my size

I was tiny

Unholy 

It was mine

Not your clothes 

To remove 

I couldn’t move

Pinned down

Lost in thoughts 

Please refrain 

Do not touch me 

-isn

You played me.

You played me.

You think you played me, but little did you know that you’re the one who ended up losing. Sure I lost you, I did. But you’re nothing more than just a lowlife boy who has nothing but ego. A boy who didn’t appreciate what I did. A boy who doesn’t know how to live his life. A boy who doesn’t even know how to take care of himself. A boy who has low self esteem. 

But what did you lose? A woman who would go out of her way to please you, who would stick by your side through thick and thin, who would support you with everything she has, who would love you regardless of your flaws. You have so many, and I was blinded by the idea of you that I created in my mind. The very unrealistic version of you that I believed you were gonna turn into. The best version of you that I believed it existed. It doesn’t, it never did. 

Good luck finding someone who would put up with you like I did. 

You’re the villain

You’re out there acting like I’m the villain 

When all I did was help you,

build you, fix you

You’re out there acting like I’m the villain 

I treated you like a king

You treated me like I’m made of strings 

Tying you up, tight 

That you wanted me to let go

You’re out there acting like I’m the villain 

I’m not one, never was,

You are.