Do not touch me

I was empty 

You were full of words

Smooth talking 

Hands on me

You were bigger

Twice my size

I was tiny

Unholy 

It was mine

Not your clothes 

To remove 

I couldn’t move

Pinned down

Lost in thoughts 

Please refrain 

Do not touch me 

-isn

You played me.

You played me.

You think you played me, but little did you know that you’re the one who ended up losing. Sure I lost you, I did. But you’re nothing more than just a lowlife boy who has nothing but ego. A boy who didn’t appreciate what I did. A boy who doesn’t know how to live his life. A boy who doesn’t even know how to take care of himself. A boy who has low self esteem. 

But what did you lose? A woman who would go out of her way to please you, who would stick by your side through thick and thin, who would support you with everything she has, who would love you regardless of your flaws. You have so many, and I was blinded by the idea of you that I created in my mind. The very unrealistic version of you that I believed you were gonna turn into. The best version of you that I believed it existed. It doesn’t, it never did. 

Good luck finding someone who would put up with you like I did. 

You’re the villain

You’re out there acting like I’m the villain 

When all I did was help you,

build you, fix you

You’re out there acting like I’m the villain 

I treated you like a king

You treated me like I’m made of strings 

Tying you up, tight 

That you wanted me to let go

You’re out there acting like I’m the villain 

I’m not one, never was,

You are. 

A letter to my crush

Pounding heart 

cold feet

Rain on me

get under sheets

As if the skies

were falling deep

So am i for you

Everything was grey and blue

but then came you

Turned dark clouds

into indigo

Yesterday’s coffee 

in your hand 

All I want is you

Photographs of you

live in my phone

Room is still

but we’re falling

All these butterflies

in my tummy 

Spring out

into a rage

EVERYBODY WANTED TO GO VIRAL

Everybody wanted to go viral
until it became infectious
before hugs were not dangerous
when handshakes were still courteous
Everybody wanted to go viral
when kids were playing at the playground
it was then glorious
All the busy traffic
and crowded sidewalks
those were all tedious
Everybody wanted to go viral
and then the sickness came along
touches and beaches are now longed
Everybody wanted to go viral
but now Mom and Dad are home
though still are on their phones
churches and mosques are now closed
stores and roads are parts of dead town

Life Is Scary

Life is scary, one day you wake up feeling like you can take over the world, and the next day you wake up feeling like all you want to do is lay in bed and hide from everything. People walk into your life, grab your hand, and lead you into the most beautiful path you've ever known, yet sometimes the same people let go of your hand with no warning , and you become stranded at a place where you never thought you would feel lost.

Let's be honest, sometimes everything is going so great and it seems like nothing could go wrong. But right when you begin to think that, something so horrible comes crashing down and all of sudden more problems come ricocheting around you, and you just feel so hopeless because it feels so bad, so fricking [excuse my language] shitty!

It's so hard to understand why such things happen in life, and I personally wish I had an answer to that "why" you always ask yourself. But all I can say is that no matter how hard life gets, you have to keep going.

The life around you will never stop going on, and sometimes that makes me feel a bit worried and it gives me anxiety because all I can think is "will I be able to keep up? what if everything goes too fast?'

Foul

You did me wrong
I wrote a song
The sparks were gone
I put up, I held on
I did you wrong
You sold a song
The sparks were gone
You then moved on